Well so I realized that I can't really get back to Mabinogi so I guess I am quitting again and I withdrew my application in Dreams.
Things are just so different now and I do not feel the same purpose I once had.
Oh well. I might still be lurking these forums every now and then. Maybe some of you guys can do better. I like how this place is like a gravestone that I visit every once in awhile. =P